I guess you dont read my blog anymore. You dont care but im sorry for calling you a player. It really was out of anger. sigh.
Oh god, never in my life have i felt this down. Everywhere i go, everything i do, there's memories. Memories i wish could just vanish. Never get together with a really good friend of yours, cause after a breakup, there wont be friendship anymore, it'd lead to hate and anger. Its already been a month, and a hard month i must say, and im still not over him. Even though i say how much i hate him. It's not true, it never is cause i dont. I wish he knew that im glad he's as happy as he seem. And it'd be hard as it goes, but i guess, it'd go sooner or later. I've missed him. Alot. Mornings and nights aren't the same. They'll never be. I'm sorry, i just got so emotional, eventhough its uncommon, but well. ill cheer up. Hear from me soon, Niquey.
