Tuesday, June 19, 2007
IVE SEEN LOVE DIE, WAY TO MANY TIMES.
WHEN IT DESERVES TO BE ALIVE.
Jet today, I barely know their songs.
I didn't pay for the ticket, so ill go
and have some fun, dancing and
whatever. Today doesnt feel right.
It feels quite awkward. Like something's
missing. Like i have no mood to talk
to anyone but there's no reason to it.
I am happy, life's great but somethings
not there. Something's missing and
i dont know what it is. I wish i knew.
So leon got his hat. Nice, i must say.
Followed him to go get it then i met
mikey and he went to Kc's ( dont know
how to spell this buggers name) house
then yeah, stayed over at mikey's. Once
in this whole holiday, damn! miss that
place. Everything's change. The kitchen
is BLOODY nice and mikey's room, wow.
cant explain. Okay so holiday's coming
to an end, and i spent the whole holidays
single and its nice. More freedom and
nothing to worry about like, he's going
away, he feels insecure, he doesn't like
the feeling about you talking to other
guys and whatever not. This holidays
was all about friends and ive learnt,
they're the most important. Dont let
any guy replace your friends cause
when that person leaves you, You're
left with nothing. Absolutely nothing.
Dont break down and cry cause that's
all they wanna know. Act like you dont
give a shit about him anymore cause
if you dont, he'll enjoy seeing you care.
I mean, im not saying i've gone through
this but ive learnt. DONT WORRY. Im not
emotional. Im fine. PERFECTLY fine.
Sometimes dreams do really come true.
You just got to believe that they would.
I haven't been having any dreams lately.
It's all nightmares. haha! nevermind, ill
keep my hopes high for a really nice dream.
GO GO POWER RANGERS! seeyaaa!
/4:00 PM
