Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Okay hi,
So you all must have thought,
the break-up was for myself,
but it isn't. It was for him. I
have been lying to all of you,
the reason i told you, isn't the
real reason. I finally told leon,
and i feel so much as ease.
I miss him, yes but he doesn't
seem to feel the same way.
Which i guess, is alright.
i mean it's expected right?
So life, has been really tough.
I haven't been liking it a bit.
It's a pain in the ass, and it's
hurtful but i guess, i did the
right thing, not for me, but
for him. My results aren't what
i say fantastic but i guess its okay.
School's been boring, and i
didn't go today. Not feeling too
good. I mean duh, i don't feel good
everyday, but today's just worst.
Sigh, i wish i could take back that
day, but i can't. I mean i wish i could
rewrite it. I guess i can keep
wishing cause it'd never happen.
Shirley said, "Nique i think you
lost the guy who had loved you
the most." I can't say i disagree to it.
Sigh, i'm going off.
Adios amigos.
I may not always be perfect,
but i'll always try.
/12:40 PM