Monday, June 30, 2008
Meet Mr. Grumps!
A mixture of pictures from
Sarah's sweet 16 at Sentosa Cove
and Mark and Matt's confirmation.
School, boring!
Indian dance, didn't really stay long
today, went to siglap to lepak with
a few people. Not much, but still.
So what is love?
I really don't know anymore.
Afraid that i'll never feel.
It's freaky, scary and
something i really don't know
if i look forward for again.
I'm so sick of feeling what
i'm feeling now that i just thank
god i'm not in a relationship anymore.
I hate this feeling, it just gets
you f**king emotional
whether you want to or not.
i still can't believe what's happening.
Really, I'm speechless that
the only words i can say right now is,
"I hate him" but my real question is,
do i really hate him or do i actually love him?
But i mean, whatever i'm feeling,
nothing can be done to change anything.
Whether it's love, or hate.
We're all still living in the same world.
Where hate and love goes round.
You love a minute and hate an hour.
I don't know if you understand me,
but well, it feels as if,
you can go on hating someone longer
then you actually love the person.
I just don't understand this after
break-up thing where the individuals
go around the world hating each other
or completely blacked out from
each other's lives. I mean,
i kept friends with 2, Ian and Mark.
The rest is just history.
I just don't know where i'm heading to.
But i sure look forward to my happy ending.
Where this feeling, will never ever come
back and i'm done with this kinda emotional
crap, where i am the happiest person on earth.
Patience is a virtue.
I guess i can wait.
You guys enjoy school.
Adios amigos.
How about enough?
F*** you, F*** off.
/10:14 PM
