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Monday, July 14, 2008


Hey,
If you guys were wondering,
I'm fine. 
I'm feeling quite down.
Maybe people was right,
I was stupid to do a wrong move
that i can never go back to the time
where i was happy and i enjoyed my
life to the fullest. Not that i don't 
now. It just feels weird.
I guess I'm lying to myself again.
About what i feel which is what
i definitely don't want to feel.
I guess at this point of time in life,
it'd be the hardest. Especially where
major exams are around the corner
and i have no where to go after that.
I haven't decided, if only i was
a guy, and i could choose the Army first
before my studies like what an old 
friend on mine did. I haven't decided and 
i don't know if i can decide.
They are so many things in life that
i want, really. But it is whether
I am able to achieve my goal.
I'm afraid of life now.
I don't know what to look for
and what to expect. 
I don't know what to feel and
what not to feel.
I don't know who to hang out with
and who not to hang out with.
I'm not saying the company
I'm hanging out now is bad,
Afraid that i'll make friends 
in the new school next year
that might be bad company. 
I don't know what i feel right now 
actually. So many things
running in my head,
that i don't know how to
simplify it to just one word.
I don't know what to do now,
really. I'm lost and I'm afraid.
I don't wanna feel like what
I'm feeling now cause honestly
the feeling does suck,
a lot.
I'm so sick of lying to myself.
Telling me what is not true,
telling me that I'm over it, 
when I'm totally not.
Trust me, i do regret what
i've done but there are times
in life where i need to look forward.
Starting from today, I'm gonna look
forward and forget the past.
I'm not gonna care who you date,
who you made pregnant, 
who you love,
who you're getting married to, 
who's making you happy,
who's getting you the stuff you want.
I've done my part for those amount of
months, and i think i did a fair job.
I did try to make it work, but it was
a pretty boring relationship.
I guess this is what's in store for us.
To experience new things, people,
surroundings and many more.
This is probably going to be a really
good experience that i'll never forget.
An experience i'll learn from.
Well, something to look for in life now.
AN EXPERIENCE.

I'm going out of hand,
I'm writing stuff i don't 
know why I'm even writing.
But well, don't question me
about this, cause I'm really 
trying to forget everything.
 Adios amigos.


I finally found, 
what i've been looking for.




/6:17 PM



ABOUT ME

Niquey Wiquey
Sixteen
Eurasian
imamaterialgirl_@hotmail.com


Without these people,
my life will be incomplete

♥ Tash, Jackiee, Ruthh,
Alexsondra, Tricia, Teri,
Nes, Mark, Stacy, Tracy,
Shirley, Edel, Leon,
Keith, Ben, Cheryl.

Inject some gossips.




MY FANTABULOUS HUMANS

Ahmad Alicia Amanda Benzy Bong Bong LJ Chelsea Chervon Delima Edel Faiz Jackiee Karina Keisha Leon Lisa Moreira Michaela Nes Nitraaa Oreal Ruthh Safith Sarah Foo Shirley GP Stacy Tash Tracy